And so she left...

Finally we have to face it. I have already played the scenes in my mind for thousands of times and thought I wouldn't cry. (Now you know why I suddenly became so hardworking in updating my blog. I just couldn't stand facing the fact that she's leaving real soon that I have to find something to do to occupy my free time.)

On the very first day I went to school, she wanted to follow me when I got up to the school bus. Today, I wanted to follow her when she checked in to the boarding hall.

My throat is as if stuffed with cotton. I cried like shit. No that's in my mind. I'm not going to cry in front of everyone.

Bro distracted himself by playing Angry Birds in the Galaxy Tab. Sis distracted herself by being hyperactive and kept talking to daddy. But whatever I do I felt like I'm going to burst into tears. No I'm not going to let that happened. (Here I would like to stress the importance of siblings in building one's self esteem again. I cried watching a touching drama when I was young and everyone laughed at me. I hardly cried in front of anyone EVER SINCE.) So I just kept quiet. The whole car went quiet. Only One Fm's DJ's voice and songs accompanied us throughout the journey home from LCCT.

I really hope to hear from you real soon, my be♥ed dearest sis.

Bon voyage,
Your be♥ed eldest sis.
With blessings from the whole family and your friends.