Some Things I Don't Understand :-/

All the comments that saying I'm fat really makes me sian. Especially some friends/relatives said I'm not healthy because of my size. Though I'm somewhat happy that some people said I'll look pretty AFTER I slim down. Pffft, superficial human. Not that I'm not superficial, but.

FUCK la. Big size jiu shi not healthy de meh?! My friend who's skinny got gastric! Never see anyone say my friend is not healthy also!

I've been chatting it with some friends that is also suffering from the comments except that she didn't receive these comments from other people than herself. WTF.

So this is her actual theory.

Body eat because need energy. Fat is stored for energy. Fuck, if a person is fat then means enough energy la. Then still hungry for what? Imagine that we only eat when we need to. Then there'll be less killing, and the world will be a better place. More live stocks, more cows. Dammit more sharks too!

Ok. Since eat meat will get fat. Fine, eat vege. But FUCK! Why eat rice and potatoes also will get fat!

Even machines have better design. They only charge when needed.

Wah-lau-eh. Sibeh legit I tell you.

Much later days, we talked about why does human eat and get fat so fast again. Then this is my theory.

In the ancient times, human need to hunt for food. So in order to fight with those fierce beasts, they need a lot of energy. So they need to eat a lot. BUT dammit! Human forgot to evolve. Even giraffe evolved to have long neck in order to reach the fruits on the tall trees. After human invented so many things - cars, escalators/lifts, etc etc to ease human's life, we don't need to have that much energy anymore. Probly new technologies are introduced in a very fast pace that human unable to evolve in time! That's why our stomach capacity remains the same, which is why human easily become fatter and fatter!

But then again I want to stress that human is superficial. We make friends with pretty/good-looking people than the opposites, then only we started to dig the personality and decide whether we should continue to befriend the person. I think this might be caused by the ancient human again, which they only look at appearance because words were not invented and human only mate to have offsprings. And then this habit has got into human's gene, that we only look at people's appearance when we're looking for friends. Pffft.

Still, beauty it's just a trend! You see ah during the ancient China, FAT = BEAUTIFUL. Women eat until sibeh fat coz they think fat women will be able to give birth easily and will have enough nutrients in their milk to provide to the baby. And then after some time had passed, women decided that they wanted to be independent. So they stop being fat and went to skinny instead. Skinny was beautiful. At that moment.

Now people start saying FIT is BEAUTY. Then they go to all sorts of gym and do all sorts of exercise whatever that made them *think* they're fit.

And then recently there's a new trend - the youngsters want to have thigh gap, and then girls started to diet like crazy so that they got the gap between the thighs when their knees are touched together when they stand straight.

I think media should take a big part of responsibility too! I went to my friend's house once and we watched the TV ad. It's some slimming center trying to broadcast a customer's testimonial. It was nothing until the customer's bf made a testimonial too and this was what he said:"You're prettier and I love you more." WHAT THE FUCK! Cisin ah! So fucking superficial la this fella. *show middle finger*

Haiyah. Might as well just kill me lah =( I've never been able to get updated with these trends also. My friend said when she die she'll tell God his Human Architect is flawed and He should chase him to hell coz he made women suffered from low self-confidence due to their appearance and instead let my friend take over the job.

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Ahh well. Just a normal daily rant. It's late and thinking about my body size made me sad and my bad self surfaced. Going to bed now. Kthxbai.


ps: I think I need a dreamcatcher. Last month I had 2 nightmares! 3 actually but only 2 managed to wake me up from my sleep. Ugh. Hope they're not signs that I'm gonna have split personality. I think I already have 2. Sleep tight cuppycakes.

Bad Story

I realized that I have no balls. I mean. If only I can be like the blogger I admire, but not everyone can accept their personal arguments to be published online. My friendships are not as solid as those she has =( However... If anyone followed me on imotiv, they'll see the fresh update anyway.

Anyhow. I had schizophrenia again and I'm going to tell a story about Hello Kitty and her friends. Here's the character intro, family and friends and following is the Hello Kitty story I've just made up.

Kitty White and her family lived in Suburban London until one day Kitty decided to go to Japan to get a PhD and become a microbiologist like Bernadette because Bernadette makes plenty of money. But Kitty is weak la she's already suffering coz she couldn't keep up with things and Tippy told her she can stop after completing her Master course (around 2 years). PhD program is the extension of the course and it will take another 3 years to complete.

Joey and Tippy planned to go Japan for a holiday trip and also to visit Kitty coz she's kinda miserable. Kitty was super happy and said she'll provide the accommodation for Joey and Tippy coz staying in Japan is very expensive. So Joey and Tippy bought the flight tickets and started planning for the itinerary already.

One day, Kitty asked Tippy what's the date they'll visit her. Tippy told her they'll go during sakura blossoms. Kitty was sad coz Papa Kitty and Mama Kitty wanted to see sakura blossoms too. Now since Kitty said Papa and Mama wanted to visit her, I assumed that they'll be staying with Kitty while Joey and Tippy will have to find some cheap hostel to stay during that period. However when Tippy told Joey, Joey asked whether they can ask Papa and Mama Kitty NOT TO go during the period they travel to Japan!

Tippy was shocked and I also shocked. Logically, when your friend's parents visit her, you as a guest will need to show your way out and let them stay together ma right??!! Somemore you look at Papa and Mama Kitty! They look so 慈祥! How can anyone separate them with their beloved daughter! Walaowey! Joey said he didn't wanna spend extra on accommodation PLUS Kitty promised to let them stay with her, and if they haven't buy flight tickets, they (actually just Joey) will cancel the trip instead.

Walaowey I cannot brain lorh. Then Kitty said she probly have to work harder so she will be able to do her PhD so that her parents can go Japan and stay with her and see sakura the next year.

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Sorry ah I also beh tahan my another self. OK lemme twist the story ending a little. Papa Kitty and Mama Kitty will only visit Kitty RIGHT AFTER Joey and Tippy are going back so YAY Kitty doesn't have to stay for PhD if she didn't want to. Happy ending lah! =)

Btw, Jodie said although sakura blossoms in the month of March-April, the time they blossoms are different in different places. Like the more northern it goes the earlier the flower blossoms.

I very de emo

Damn emo lor today. Don't even ask me why lar coz it's very personal. I think it's my PMS. Blame my emo to it. It magnifies my feelings towards everything when I usually just pokerface and selamba towards everything. Haiz.

My beauty box haven't reach me yet la added to the emoness =(

Tomorrow going to sing k with Kuan at my recently favourite K-box LOUDSPEAKER! ♥ Woots woots! ♥ Hopefully it sweeps away my emoness!

1st Anniversary in New Company!

Ya ya you already know what's the occasion from the title itself. And mami cooked curry somemore ZOMG mami's curry is the best curry in the world!!!

Damn unbelievable leh! I thought I cannot tahan for 3 months, or 6 months max, coz, that's the period of time when we undergo internship and/or holiday part time job.

This afternoon I went to lunch with ahma and Sophia (she's the kakak who worked in the same company with ahma) coz I've been saying wanna lunch with her but I think during my employment there I lunch with her once nia ^^" #guilty

I had to walk to KLCC to meet up with them. Stupid weather damn hot la people should plant more trees and reduce the use of aircond or use eco-friendly aircond. Otherwise it's just a vicious cycle. When I was there I already sweat like shit. And smelly haiz wtf.

Today I also damn dumb. I asked ahma which food court we shall meet at, she replied "mcd that one" and I saw it as "mbb that one" wtf I almost got lost coz there's no food court near Maybank wtf. I should do somemore experiment to prove that hot weather will make people dumb!

So anyway I found this seat near the window right opposite of the escalator la then they saw me right they came and Sophia just hugged me so tight (AWWW) and my specs literally stick on my eyelids wtf! And she did it despite my sweatiness! #gamdong

And then thanks to the weather I had to walk back to my company with sweat again. -___-

Did I mention mami cooked curry? Die die also come home early if not later everyone finish it then I have nothing left. (No you don't judge me for what I eat!!!) Then my friend told me she's eating Maggie Kari also. But bigger. Maggie Kari BIG. Then I asked her stupid question again #facepalm I asked what's the taste. Damn facepalm lor! She asked me back what's the taste of big pizza and small pizza LOLOLOL it should be the same lar but I said small pizza got bigger crust. Actually make sense leh! The topping also might be lesser. XD She beh tahan me and used another example HAHAHA like what's the difference of a big bottle of coke and a small bottle of coke. NO you asked me pizza question and I gave you my theory ady you save the coke question to others that ask the same question k XD

Btw I tried to buy a 4.8" high heels on Zalora for this special momento (or some sort of reward for don't know what - who cares I'm a girl I love online shopping!) but apparently it's sold out coz the page doesn't exist anymore haiz.

K la done eating curry jor while typing this entry. Gotta go kthxbai.

MIVVA Beauty Box: September Edition - Glow Gizmo

Mivva team announced that they're sending out the beauty box 1 week later WHYYY Last week of August seems to not favor me. And these few days. I really have no idea where did I get the sickness it seems to be corroding my trachea or esophagus or throat or breathing track or whatever it is called wtf T_T

Anyway! I almost became a giraffe waiting for the box And when I received it... I have mixed feeling.

Theme of the month:-

GLOW GIZMO

I'm not quite sure what this theme wants to bring out ahaha... Make you glow perhaps?

Contents in the box - Looks good!

BeautyMate Purifying And Brightening Nano Mask, RM36.90 for 7pcs

Masks don't excite me very much... Especially BeautyMate's coz I have bunch of them at home. Mostly because it's not my favourite mask ahaha

I even have varieties of them wtf - Vanedo, BeautyMate, Sasatinie, even Barbie wtf and etc etc

So practically receiving the mask in my box giving me this feeling - it's just another mask.

So far from all the masks I used... I like the Oxygen Bubble Masks from SkinLite best!

SkinLite Clean & Bright Oxygen Bubble Mask - Peach and Blueberry
1 packet has 2 treatments!
Image taken from SASA

It's washable type and leaves the skin smooth as ever! ^^

Oops sorry I've went too far. Next we have in the box is...

Somang Danahan Bon Yeon Jin Toner & Emulsion, both price at RM174.90 for 160ml each
Ecopure Perfect White Sun Cream, RM89.90 for 50ml
Somang Air-Bliss BB, RM94.90 for 50ml

Somang's product seems good, at least erjie really wanted to get the hair products after she tried it from her April's box. Hair/Skin products seems almost the same to me so far :-/

Above: Ascience Shine Therapy Shampoo & Conditioner
Below: Ascience Nature Smooth Shampoo & Conditioner
Both price at RM14.90 for 220ml each or RM26.80 for 530ml each

Here comes the product that excites me most!!!

I-Gel Lenses:
Magic Pop Monthly RM60/pair,
MiaCare Daily RM128/30pcs, Monthly RM138/6pcs

Though I have bunch of unused contact lenses... I still love buying contact lenses. Totally different reaction when I got my masks ha ^^"

My impulse purchase wtf

Too bad I got brown-colored lenses. I aimed for blue/purple/pink/green de leh!

Last but not least...

Arty Professional Mania Face Color, RM45/shade

At first I didn't know what it's for. (inner voice: that's why it's important to read the product description, dumbass!) It says it "can be used on both the eyes and cheeks" so it's sort of like eye and lip color. #notbad.jpg

And this, is the extra item in the box:-

Hand mirror!

Though it's not special but it's very de cute wtf.

So yea that's all about it! Here's the link if you're interested :)

Japanese Film Festival - Detective Conan: Private Eye in the Distant Sea 12/9/2013

Ahkit read from newspaper (newspaper, seriously?) that Japanese Film Festival starts on 12th this month and they have Detective Conan! Then he kept bugging me to watch with him.

See this boy... Purposely wear Conan-printed shirt somemore.

The movie we're gonna watch!

See how excited he is!

We brought sanjie together otherwise she'd be like "BOJIO!" ahaha

Not bad la I've seen worse ^^" I still rather watch downloaded/DVD version.

Teaser: Ran fell into the sea! :p

Premiere Screening - The Internship 10/9/2013

This premiere screening is held in TGV 1Utama. Damn far leh. But I wanted to watch so. Lucky still got sanjie :p

Q: Where would be your dream internship and why?

After I've submitted my answer then only realize The Fun Theory was actually a competition held by Volkswagen to encourage people to come up with interesting idea to make the world a better place.

After the movie the first thing I thought: Why didn't Google interviewers "Google" check Billy and Nick's background? Coz they seems to have fake their resume for the interview. *shrug*

Anyway. IT school jiu shi need to have such activities for the final year project! Watch and find out.

Preparation for the Japan Trip - Part 1: Flight Tickets!

I have never travel with friends before.

Now that Jann has went to Japan for her 5-year course, 3 of us been discussing about paying her a visit and at the same time travelling around Osaka. (Kuan sorta ffk us coz she'll go with her bf 有异性没人性啊啊啊... ahaha JK JK )

So we 煞有其事 check out the flight tickets online and these are what we got:

Above: Duration from 20/3/2014 - 4/4/2014, return flights all in = RM1098
Bottom: Duration from 17/4/2014 - 03/4/2013, return flights all in = RM1050
Fares checked on 31/8/2013

Consider cheap ady lor! Other dates return flights shot up to RM2k+ per person leh. But Yin said MATTA Fair is on Saturday 7/9/2013 and suggested we visit the fair first coz we might be able to get cheaper rate. So we waited lor.

Actually that day Malaysia Airlines have cheaper price de! RM999 return flight. But too bad the price is not applicable on our preferred travel dates lor. No choice, we scared that when we come home, the price raise again so we bought from an agent for RM1132: RM1102 is the flight ticket (confirmed seats!) and the RM30 is for their procedural fees.

Now the fares raise up to RM1.6k already :-/

So for the beginner travelers... When you're checking out the fare price, if you think it's cheap, just buy... See ah even though we thought we could get cheaper price from MATTA Fair, we ended up paying another RM30 more zzz. I take it as the "seat confirmation fees" la coz if not mistaken... From my past experience buying ticket from Labuan back home, we have to pay extra to choose the seat we wanted. Fair enough lor.

And there - Both of us also can't believe we've bought the tickets! Now we just have to get Japanese Yen and plan for the itinerary.

To be continued...

Scariest Dream Ever

I just had another nightmare. Damn scary you know!!! It's the scariest shit I've ever had wtf scarier than all the horror movies I've ever watch - probably because it's "happening" on me wtf wtf wtf!

Wah I think I need someone to explain the nightmare to me wtf. I've been constantly having it, though not every night... I didn't feel scared until I just had one... And really really scared the shit out of me.

Ok the dream was like this. I dreamt that I get to identify the existence of demon (YES DAMN FUCKING DEMON WTF) from a few phenomenons. In my own room somemore wtf scary anot you say la!

This is the closest image I can get from Google... Just imagine it's without the windows and add a mattress above the bed rack. That's "my room" in my dream wtf...
Erjie if you're reading this, it's easier for you to visualize... Actually it's our room, just visualize it old and empty but only a metal-rack bed we used to sleep on when we were younger.

Previous nights when I had this dream, I was just explaining to people how to identify the existence of demon by checking out a few phenomenons. It wasn't scary yet coz that was still a theory. The one I just had was a bit different. A lady came to stay in my room, and she tried to explain the phenomenon to me (as if I didn't know it enough wtf). Couldn't remember all the phenomenons but one of them is that demon has 2 faces. One is the normal smiling face and another is angry smiling face wtf it sounds silly especially when it was "drawn" on the wall (I have no idea why must it be drawn on the wall wtf) in the dream but I know how scary it will be when it's displayed on a person - that when you see the person's smiling face you'll know the fella is possessed wtf wtf wtf!

Ok so now the lady seems to have done a lot of research (to prove that when the phenomenons are showing, demon is around?) and now she's trying to instill the awareness to everyone, though I'm not sure why particularly me alone in my dream, somemore she did it during late night wtf... So anyhow, when she get to the point that the demon has 2 faces, I told her that I knew it, and told her everything that I knew (which is exactly the same of what she had researched). Then she got angry and mad coz I knew everything yet she had to do so much research to get it proved wtf and then lost her rational wtf wtf and what's worse, I saw some cat-like figure covered by a white cloth moving under her bed I immediately know it's a demon walaowey I also don't know why I knew it! Then I had to calm the lady down wtf IT WAS LIKE HOW THE PRIEST TRYING TO CALM PEOPLE THAT WAS POSSESSED BY DEMON IN THE CONJURING!!!!! I tried to find out what is the moving-cat-like-figure at the same time by pushing it a bit but I was too coward to get the white cloth off it wtf I didn't even dare to touch it... I gave up after 2 tries of stopping it from moving away from under the bed to the other side of the room wtf wtf!

Wah this is the first dream I scared till I jumped up and dare not to go back to sleep wtf I need someone to explain what is the dream trying to convey O_O!

988 Premiere Screening - We're The Millers 27/8/2013

ps: Oops sorry! Left out this entry.

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This morning erjie suddenly messaged me that she has tickets for this movie but she's too busy to go. So I drag Lemon to go with me.

This movie is hilarious! After watching this movie both Lemon and I agreed that it's rare for the movie industry to come up with such nais comedy and we both like Jennifer Aniston very much she made both of us wanted to watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S.!

Btw the "virgin son" is damn lucky coz he get to make out with a few girls. Check the movie out!